I want to be more.

Lust mistaken for love addicted like a drug not a single thought about anyone else you're all I'm thinking of. Emotions running deep unsure if I should speak the feelings that I know I have no right to feel, stuck between a hard place of reality and what I want to be real. Falling isnt what I planned to do but no matter what I do I cant seem to hold my balance, I already knew the outcome of the situation so when things end I'll be prepared. Never will I forget a single moment that we've shared enjoy each second as if its my last day on earth Questioning myself asking if I'm getting what I'm worth but who is? You only get one life do what you can with it, I chose to spend parts of mine with you even though forever's not a thought that has come across to you. Forever is not even a thought in my head right now is what I'm thinking about and everything that's being said, and even if things dont go right this is one thing in my life that I wont regret. Timeless moments with you hoping you understand that even though we're just cool one day I wouldnt mind being more than just you're friend.